The hangover of being rejected by people you don't think is great people.

I know... everything is wrong about this title. Forgive me for being human.

Not too long ago I told a friend who have been let go by a horrible leader, that not being part of his favourite group of people should feel like a compliment. I 100% believe in that. 

The hangover is there tho. It still doesn't feel good. It sucks so bad.

Is it because we want to feel accepted in all groups? Which makes no rational sense at all. Or is it because we want them to see how bad they are and how great we are and it's a horrible injustice that they reject us and not the other way around?

The latter I think. But the latter would never happen, because people like us don't reject people. We don't block people on Instagram (and if we do, it's because they have hurt us so bad). We are open and vulnerable until the end. We stand still and let our faces be slapped. 

Is that you?

It's me, for sure. Me and my insecure heart. Let's just hope I can learn to focus on the things that deserve my attention. Not the ones that drain my soul until they make me question my character.